I'm FREEEE!!!!

Today, I woke up a little bit before my alarm. I thought about the medication that I'm on and its tendency to reduce nicotine cravings (it increases the uptake of norepinephrine in the brain making the rewards of previously dull stimuli exacerbated). I went with it. I really want my house paid off, and I'm getting another tattoo. And really, I've been through much worse feelings than a nicotine craving/withdrawal. Piece of cake, right? I've had three drags today, and I'm on my 4th bag of chips. I valued my decision to not smoke over the moral obligation to abstain between meals. Sorry, Mom. To be continued.